Mamma's Intimate Love

At the time when Goddess first started to manifest through me I had a meditation in which She came to me and mothered me. She babied me, like the tiniest, most precious infant. She loved me tenderly, cooed and coddled me. We both knew exactly what She was doing. She was filling the void that was left from not having been treated this way when I was a child. The way every human child should be treated. “I'm healing you. I'm healing you so you can be the big strong being that you are—that I made you to be.” “I know you are.” I answered. “Thank you.” I was so deeply touched that She would come and do this. I hadn't asked, or prayed for it. This went on for a long time. I cried like a tiny baby for a long long time—crying away all of the pain that was stored up from long ago of feeling unloved and unlovable, because Her love was enveloping me completely, undeniably, right now. I felt so secure in Her arms—in the big bubble of Her love.

I knew that I had to accept this healing that Goddess was so generously and sympathetically giving to me. For if I didn't I would be exercising my power of will to refuse a most precious gift. For some reason, I was open enough for Goddess to be able to come to me, and heal me of all of the pain of an imperfect childhood with an exact explanation of what She was doing. Wow! I accept! Thank you, Sweet Mother. I am healed. I accept. I am healed. I am whole again. Now a very large impediment is out of the way.